57th entry: Wedding & Wedding

Wassup people! I hope i don't have to explain why the title is kinda repetitive. It's my own way of showing the plural of the event. As i said in my previous post, I have two wedding invitation ie my best friend and cousin's wedding. Thank God, for giving me the precious opportunity so that i managed to attend to both events.

And now i just wanna upload some photos as memories as i don't have any idea to write longer as usual. It's late already and my head is dizzy. So i better rush this up and head to bed as soon as possible.

Here the pictures : - 1st event ie Kak Ti's wedding.

Abg azmir busy pakaikan kak ti gelang.

2nd event:- Amylia's wedding

4 of us came together

Dizzy girl,

<Kwon Fifi>

56th entry: Dating

Assalamualaikum...

Tak jawab dosa tau!! Hehe..

Hari nie sangat penat keluar berjalan-jalan. Dari rumah straight ke ECM, Megamall & baru lah ke rumah Mak Ndak. Yang syoknye, orang tak ramai today, so jalan tak sesak sangat drive tadi, parking senang dapat and kat mall pon tak la langgar-langgar org. It's like this world is mine! Gtew pulak!! Wutever la fifi!! Keluar tadi berdua je. Mak kata, saya keluar dating. Mak approve, so tak pe lah!! Yang tak syoknye, org lain keluar dating, pergi and balik yang lelakinye drive, nie tak, terbalik pulak. Elok je duduk kat sebelah merapu bukan2. Sudahnye aku suruh dy senyap sebab tak dapat nak concentrate driving. Pastu bab makan sume pon sume duit kuar dari poket aku! Nipis poket eden!

Tujuan ke ECM kononnye nak mencari McD! & baru aku tau, kat ECM tak ade McD! Penat je jalan. Dalam penat2 tu, sempat singgah beli sushi kat tesco! Dah lama craving for sushi, finally i got my sushi! Beli 4 je and lesap dalam masa berapa minit selamat dok dalam perut aku! Gelagat tak sopan disitu! Dah dpt sushi, merayap ke Watson beli lens solution. Yang botol kat rumah habis semut masuk dalam tue. Hangin aku dengan kerenah semut yang ada hati nak berenang dalam solution lens. Ambik ko nak, mati lemas terus, siap keracunan agaknye!

Habit sekarang gak adalah mengumpul cincin! Kebetulan jumpe gerai2 yang jual  cincin, stop la 'kejap'. Setelah penat meneliti satu2 kat kedai tu, i finally got myself another ring!

Penat budak tu mengekor aku kehulu and kehilir. Nasib la, aku bawak kete, ikut plan aku ok. McD kehendaknye still tak dapat lg. Maka ke Megamall la pulak mencari. Kat situ sah2 la ada kan. Berangan nak beli set dinner box tp sebab salah info, rupenye set tu start kol 6!! Padahal tadi baru pukul 5. Sudahnye beli je ape2, asalkan dapat makan. Puas hati dy dapat McD!! Siap suruh ambik gambar lagi sebab nak suruh someone yang kat Ipoh sana jeles. Sila noted dengan niat dy ok! Nak menunjuk dy dapat makan McD. Sah! budak kecik sangat!! Haha.. Wutever la Syimir. sebab besday kamu, along layan je la kerenah kamu tu!!

Gambar untuk Dede!!

Happy Birthday Syimir!

Kakak yang baik hati,

<Kwon Fifi>

55th entry: Twitter World + Random

Assalamualaikum sume! amboi, mcm la ramai sgt yg menyelak blog aku nie. Manelah tau ade stalker yg tak bertauliah di luar sana. Sile tinggalkan komen kalo dah baca ok.

Topic today x ada la menarik utk semua pon. Just nak borak2 pasal twitter. Laman sosial gitu! Kalo dulu org sebok ber'FB, tp dunno why, im getting bored nak b'FB. Twitter is a place for me to express myself, tempat merepek dgn Ararian and also i have the chances to follow up my favorite kpop idols especially my hunny bunny http://twitter.com/#!/ducati0117 . So, kepada yg x de twitter lg, sile buka akaun satu ok! x rugi pon!

Now, tgh mengemas some stuff utk balik esok! Tak sabar nak balik, nak hug mommy and nak tido dgn dy!! Kene mintak maaf byk2 dgn dy utk segala salah silap so that my life won't be miserable again. Btol x? syurga tu bawah telapak kaki ibu. Kene dapat keredhaan dy baru hidup kita senang~I know i'm wrong mommy, Forgive me!

Balik nie rasanye akan busy skit. Esok birthday Muhammad Syimir. So x tau la akan celebrate atau tak. Then plan mcm nak potong rambut. I told you i wanna start afresh, so a haircut is needed. Don't you think so? Lepas tu pulak, nak kena beli hadiah wedding utk Mimi, my bestfriend since highschool. Yang paling busy ialah hari sabtu nie coz ade 2 wedding yg perlu di attend. My cousin and Mimi's wedding. Mommy suruh pilih antara 2 tue. Ikutkan hati sy nak pergi dua-dua mommy, plish!! Tup tup, ahad dah, and kene balik Uia.

Gitula plan utk hari berikutnye bg week nie. Lets's see how it will be. Harap sume berjalan lancar.

Peace!,
<Kwon Fifi>

54th entry: Recovering Period -

I'm always thinking that i am a strong, not sensitive, cold person etc. But it went upside down when it's all proven under certain bad situation happened in my life. I thought after a whole day crying would cool me down and may recover. But then, my eyes went flooded with tears again after 2 or 3 days. So, i guess i have to stop thinking so much, get myself busy with anything that doesn't remind me for that fact. And i promised myself that i will try my best to smile in front of my friends.

And, to my dear friend who read this, you know who you are, let me say this:-

*Thousand apologies with whole my heart for refusing. Please expect that it may happen again in the future. I am really sorry. I don't mind to be called arrogant, selfish, etc. Let me be the bad person here. Just give me some times until we meet again. Facing my dear friends is the thing i don't prepare the most. It reminds me the fact that i am a failure in my life. I'm in the state that i am so jealous and embarrass with all of you.
  And to tell the truth, i am now trying to avoid meeting you guys face to face. Once meeting i know there will be Q&A session which regard wth is going on in my life nowadays and i 'm not ready to answers that. I am too fragile to be sad again. I'll tell you someday when i totally prepare. I'm sorry again~end!

ok! done for now. Let's open new page! no more sadness.

Mentally ill,
<Kwon Fifi>

53th entry: Here come my weekend~

Hi there, today is thursday yet i rename it as my weekend already since there's no class at all for today and tomorrow. Thus, the boring time is starting. No plan, no activity, no friends & no family. Can you imagine how boring my life is?

The truth is, i'll end up bury my life in here~

speechless,
<Kwon Fifi>

52th entry: I cried a river.

The real downfall in my life had blew me up in pieces,
like shattered glass which is impossible to be fix,
i'm all alone thinking what's my future behold?
is there still chance, is there still hope?

my mind is blank and also blur,
finding ways for what i should do later,
i need some times, i need some space,
to recollect my lost soul and start afresh.

create by crybaby,
<Kwon Fifi>

51th entry: Pack, pack, packing!

halu!!!

Now tgh rehat dari mengemas. Overall, dh 70% dh setel mengemasnye.. Esok dh nak balik UIA utk memula sem baru! Sgt la rase tak bersedia hati nie. Tp kalo ikutkan hati, ape pon x jadi. So, dgn beratnye nak melangkah, terpaksa la jugak slow2 menapak.

Esok mak, abah & syimir akan hantar. Naik viva je since brg seciput. Blh sgt sbnrnye nak naik bus, Tapi saje dok menggedikkan diri nak berhantar. Ala, sekali dua setiap sem, ape la salahnye. Tak gitu? haha.. Baliknye saye ke uia esok, maka tgllah 3 org je kat umah. Dapat bygkan keadaan rumah yg sunyi. Ape boleh buat mak? kami bertiga berjuang menimba ilmu demi masa depan kami!! haha.. bermonolog plak dh memalam nie kan?

Okish la, got to go, nak sambung mengemas(yelah sgt!!)
tata titi tutu,

Malas mengemas,
<Kwon Fifi>

50th entry: Past, Present & Future

Past


Semalam is my 1st experience ikut my other granny jalan-jalan. Truly speaking, everything was fine. She treat me some food and drink, going here and there buying stuff for her other grandchildren. Spent an evening with her is a worth experience. Hope there's more chance in the future.

Present


It has been a month i had this fondness toward Hwanhee oppa one of the member of Fly to the Sky. I already notice him before in the variety show "We got Married" but because of his nappeun namja style in that show makes me sick of him. Dunno why, that's totally change now, i love this bad boy style. & i know he's not actually bad boy but that's the way he is. Im kinda learn to accept it. And hell yeah, im getting addicted to him, anything about him is precious. His look, His voice, his personality, his style. & im speechless.

here one of heart throbbing picture.

Future


Im craving for KFC!! mom & dad had agreed to bring us to kfc for dinner tonite. after a month of fasting, i really miss KFC! can't wait for tonight's dinner. it must gonna be splendid!.

Happy girl,
<Kwon Fifi>

49th entry: Back to school!!

After a week spent the holiday for raya, finally my lil bro & sis went back to their study place. Even though they never express it, but i know deep inside their heart, it's not gonna be easy to left home after a holiday like that. I myself always gone through with that situation long time ago. It's just my luck is kinda good this year that i have another week to spent with family. Later on, i also have to get back to school. Face the same routine like 4 years ago. Perhaps this time gonna be the last one i spent there. Therefore, some changes need to be made to make sure everything will go according to my plan.

Good Luck for us siblings for the next chance in gaining knowledge! Get your head & body ready! Both Mom & Dad will always pray the best for us, so we need to prove that we can do it!
Love you olz!

Eldest sister,
<Kwon Fifi>

48th entry: Raya 2011

Demam raya blom habis lagi. Sebulan puasa so, sebulan la raya. hehe. Malas nak tulis panjang2, just nak upload gambar raya jah~

47th entry: Raya time beybeh!

waduh2!! penat pose sebulan akhirnye tibe mase beraya!! suke geyl la kan? Time malam raya aritu sebok dok pikir macam2 dah, ape nak pakai, mane nak berjalan, ape nak hidang sume bagai. Enak sungguh bunyinye kan? Alhamdullillah today dh raya ke-3 and everything went smooth. Pakai dengan selesanye, berjalan dgn jayanye smpi kaki lembik(of course la kalo kuar pagi & balik umah mlm, sape x lembik!), and m'hidang dgn masyuknye!(haha, masyuk ke?)

sudah pastinye adik aku heret kamera ke sana kemari. serabut aku tgk! kalo thn lepas x kesah sgt dy nk bwk kamera sbb yg dy hangkut tu kamera digital. lepas la aku nak letak dlm handbag ke ape. Thn nie dy dok buat smgt dgn angkut kamera bapok dslr hakmilik kekal adik laki aku. Dengan aku2 x pasal kene menggalas beg kamera tue. org lain berjalan bwk handbag la kan? aku bwk beg kamera kt bahu. 'Chantek'!! tp sbb aku pon byk participate jd model x b'bayar ie byk snap pic aku. So, i forgive u! keke~

Pic x sempat lg nak tgk, nak tapis, nak edit sume bagai. wait la sehari 2 lg, n bakal diupload! muahaha

oki doki, cau cin cau. Now kol 2.45am. aku masih aktif melayan vid utube bf lame aku yg kini bertakhta kembali aka Hwanhee oppa!! na jeongmal miccheosseo!

Hwanhee wifey,
<Kwon Fifi>